Just wanna smoke a J. Fuck this shit. 

This is scary. It’s strange, I’ve never met someone and within the space of a couple of days feel so comfortable, physically and emotionally with. This is scary. But I’m excited. 

If I didn’t play my music so loud you’d think I’m invisible in this house. 

kissed two guys in one night… got another guys number.. whaaaaaat am i doing lol 

Fuck going on dates, I’d rather just hang with friends and end up getting drunk.

ok so he asked me out on a date and he reads shakespeare like omg im actually dying. he’s so interesting and smart and cute and makes conversation, he likes sci-fi movies and watches rugby?!!!!!! can i seriously just live happily feeling all giddy inside like this? 

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! 

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La Rochelle, Paris and London in July. 

I feel disgustingly sad and lonely. I don’t know if I’ve made the right decision, I don’t know if I made a wrong decision. You didn’t fight for me. But I never gave you a second chance- I can’t, maybe. I feel scared, very vulnerable  and when I get to that stage, I freak out and leave. It’s true. Issues I have, it’s horrible. 

But things always get better one way or another, right?